Finals week and Winter break

last book i've read: something for anthro.... had the final this morning
music currently caressing my ears: hmm, i'm at work, so nothing
general mood: little tired, little sick to my stomach
quote i just thought of: "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." --moulin rouge

Finals week. Yum. I had an exam today, and I hope I did well. Jeremy Cowie and I were discussing it afterward, and I totally messed up one section, probably worth 2 or 3 points, but considering all points matter.... such is life. One more on Friday in Spanish. I was supposed to study tonight for the past three hours, but I just keep procrastinating, promising myself that I'll do it tomorrow. Bad girl.

Tonight was just a great night. Catie insisted that us girls go out for chocolate fondue, which turned into dinner really because we also ordered cheese fondue. Who can help themselves? And it was just amazing. I've never had such great melted cheese or chocolate. I have a new favorite place to eat.... the Melting Pot.

And it just kept getting better....
I love Tuesday nights at the coffeehouse (too bad this was the last one this term). Catie works, and I love being around the group that seems to come together these nights. The usuals are Kat, Bill, Lauren, and myself. Plus, there are always new people that visit. Tonight we watched Sex and Lucia. Such a great indie film. Hard to follow for first-timers, and also a little weird, but what movie isn't? I love it. All I can remember right now is "I'm dying.... I'm dying!"

So.... what else? Life is kinda better, still boughts of depression, nothing horrible. Yet it feels horrible when it happens. I feel so dumb saying this, but it is hard to be me. Despite this, I can't see myself just giving up on school and life in general, so I keep trying. I've been socialized so well! Although trying does get old after awhile. So tell me what to do, cuz I'm not sure anymore, about my future or myself. We'll see, we'll see.

I hope next term is better for me. I'll have less to deal with in terms of academics, so hopefully I can start where I left off with volunteering, and not worry about other things as much. Pobrecita.... things can only get better.