Sometimes....

I feel safe, I feel warm
When you're here, when I do no wrong
I am cured, when I'm by your side....
Careful where you stand, my love. Careful where you lay your head. It's true, we're always looking out for one another.... --Coldplay, Careful Where You Stand

That songs blows me away. It sad that I only discovered it a few weeks ago. It sums up my relationships with the ones I love and care for most. But then again, my life has been sad lately. I wonder if depression is setting in, and I want to stop it somehow. Not sure how yet, but I'm working on it. Perhaps if I was somewhere warm, studying by the beach, etc. Or perhaps thinking more or less about the things to come, my life, my future. I mean, who knows what's gonna happen to me? Grad school (I hope), or at least internships after college, and if they'll even take me.... no one told me that grades were important for grad school. And who knew psychology would be so difficult, so hard?

I've been thinking about you. Yeah, I know, a few hours of your time and I'm smitten, but what can I say. Thoughts never hurt anyone.... and you could say I've been dwelling on our few amazing moments. It's been a relief to think of you, to replay the words spoken between us, to imagine that smile upon your lips. Such a nice smile. And your shirt.... with the silver lining. Couldn't have been sweeter. Thanks for you time. You'll never know how much it meant to me.