taking the crunchy with the smooth

last book i've read: why I bother I don't know.
currently caressing my ears: a purring kitty
general mood: patient
quote: "If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear. --Winnie the Pooh

You know, I was sure the universe was being clear, and I was faithfully following. I know I've made correct, feelgood decisions in my life. But truly it doesn't always feel like it. I can't seem to let go of the good stuff, why should I? Black holes and revelations don't mean it's over. It's just that my heart is in a headlock. And my faint, wild hope remains.

Always there will be love.

And, the story of my life:
It was just like being on a fast ride at the funfair
The sort you wanna get off because it’s scary
And then as soon as you’re off
You wanna get straight back on again