last book i've read: something about flying
currently caressing my ears: marie antoinette soundtrack
general mood: quiet, serene
quote: short on time, so just skipping tonight.
I am finally free. Free of doubt, worry, concern and frustration about my previous relationship. I feel like I say this every other entry, but this time, for real, it is over. And I am happy to say that even though it would have been a great thing had it lasted, I am moving forward with my current love without looking back any longer. I can forge ahead with a clear conscience, and know that whatever passes between us will be in the realm of friendship, without any other tensions to confuse us. I am content to have him as a friend.
I am not angry, nor am I bitter or sad. I am slightly regretful (is that a word?), but know that what ifs never solve anything, but cloud the mind with doubt. And I'm done with doubt. It's caused all of us so much pain. I hope I'm worth it to Andy, I really do.
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