4th week depression

last books i've read: The Gente Spanish textbook, A Social History of Anthropology in the United States by Thomas C. Patterson, and A Primer of Drug Action by Robert M. Julien
music currently caressing my ears: my new smart Coldplay playlist (It's so smart!!)
general mood: hmm, depressed. deeply.
quote i just thought of: "We never change, do we? We never learn, do we?" --Coldplay

It's fourth week here at Lawrence. I can feel the burn. The amount of work is getting to me, the stress, even the weather. I don't want it to get cold, but it is going to happen sooner or later, right....

OK, so yes I'm having boy problems. It's just so hard to stay connected with all the stress floating around this place. Even if we live right next to each other. But at least I can say I've tried. It just doesn't seem to help at all.... no matter what I do, it always comes back to this. This desire for something nameless, but something painful if not dealt with. So I don't know what to do. I never have, and it's not like I've had a relationship last for two years yet, why start now?

I've got so much work to do as I type. Gotta go do that now. I don't wish to dwell on my problems.