Back in Appleton, back to LU

last book i've read: A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks
music currently caressing my ears: Sleep playlist (gentle)
general mood: full and a little lonely.
quote i just thought of: "i saw you.... coming back to me." --jefferson airplane

I'm back on campus, back for more.... hopefully things change from last year. This year, for me, has kicked off with meetings with my advisor and the professor I will be a teaching assistant for. I have also had a meeting with the wonderful folks at the sexual assault crisis center, and I will be starting my volunteer work soon, as soon as I can. I am also still planning to work at the Seeley G. Mudd library, sing in chorale, attend LCF as regularly as possible, and still attempt to have a social life!

Meanwhile, I'm still struggling with a search for Truth, whether it's within my reach or whether I have to give up what I love, or if God, heaven and hell are real, and I shouldn't question. Do I look to scripture, or do I read someone else's point of view? Do I know enough on my own to make the right decision, or do people who aren't lucky like me go to hell? Yeah, not really sure, no clear cut answers, just pieces to a puzzle I hope I can fit together.

It's lonely to be back though, too. I have a quad with three other roommates, and sometimes I still feel alone. It's such a weird feeling, I'm surrounded by people I love and who love me, and I just, well, right now, I'm alone. Sarah's asleep, Wayland's as work, Bart is off somewhere, and I am here. I should go to the library just to do something other than be here. Tomorrow will leave me more than enough to do over the weekend....

This term I have beginning Spanish, psychopharmacology and behavior, and history of anthropological ideas. Looking good, looking good. I truly hope all goes well. Until then....