hey megalomaniac....

last book i've read: health psychology by shelley e. taylor
songs on itunes i've been listening to lately: moulin rouge, vol. 2; air's moon safari, and everything coldplay
general mood: crappy.
a quote i just thought of: "you deserve a cookie." --decapolis

sometimes i wish this was enough, or even that their was reciprocation. i'm about honesty and two-sided relationships. i can't even do well in the ones i have i feel sometimes. i feel strongly about this, but sometimes i just want to give up. you say i'm brave....i think i just can't give up, but i truly desire to at times.

i'm so so glad this year is almost over, although i will miss those closest to me. i need summer, need a break. i need to figure out what i'm gonna do with my life, how to go about it, and then to stop worrying about it. so much stress. more later.