writings for the down and out

i'm doing better, thank god. i was in such a rut. but truly, i am doing better. wow. i'm impressed! not so sad anymore. every rainy day has its end.

i have let you know finally how i feel. my thoughts, now that i've set my heart on a platter, are what will you do with that? we'll see, won't we? i pray for an end to this pride and sadness. i pray you'll forgive me, and somehow, forgive yourselves. i pray for an ending, not necessarily happy, but an end. that is all i ask.

so we'll see. we'll see if selfish pride reigns here, or if you'll find some room in your heart to love me once again. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. coming down to the wire. i fare thee well.