14 August 2006

Another Day Down

last book i've read: The History of Love by Nicole Krauss
music currently caressing my ears: Bloc Party, Gnarls Barkley, The Editors, We Are Scientists
general mood: apathetic, loved, still horny
quote: "Are you hoping for a miracle?" --Bloc Party

Today is my dad's birthday. He's 48. He wish he wasn't. Is it so scary to age? Why do we portray aging as a painful, frustrating part of life? Maybe I've seen too many happy old people in my life to count aging as a limiting factor in life. I tried to remind him of the wisdom he's gained. Funny when children need to remind their parents of those things....

I love my roommate, my two awesome jobs, my boyfriend, my parents, and my life. Don't get me wrong, just cuz I'm venting like there's no tomorrow doesn't mean I wake up to the reality of the fact that I'm not done with this life yet. Hate and anger fade, always true with me anyway. Just gotta take it one day at a time.

On a lighter note, I realized I like rosemary foccacia bread. Thank you Atlanta for wonderful tasty bread creations.

1 comment:

Tariq said...

Why aren't you writing?