thoughts for a lonely night

walking alone tonight
feeling a heavy weight, still shaking from that fight
your voice caresses my ear
but you didn't say what i needed to hear
are we ok?
i asked you that today
feeling my heart fade with the sun of the day
setting into the night of my soul
frosted with cold
and my frightened thoughts as i grow old
holding myself at night
wishing, hoping, praying that someday i'll make it right

torn between the truth and the lies
this frustration i darkly despise
while innocence hides in your eyes
i have loved you since forever and a day
and now you fear it's being taken away
but don't you see, don't you hear
i have inside me this same fear
it's causing my poor heart to break
it's true, "less of you is more than i can take"....

(quote thanks to further seems forever)

and a poem i didn't write....
I am everything you want
And nothing I'm not
My fears are violent
Yet you remain silent
You say you don't want to lie
And inside I die
Your silence says things you could never say
How can you take this all away?
So here I stand, head in my hands
Wondering what to say, what to do;
I love you.